April 29, 2016

Lately, I’ve been busy regretting. 

I made so many bad choices.

I clung too tightly to some people and not tightly enough to others. Some people were so precious and I never should have let them slip away.

Seeing friends get married…not being invited…did I not mean that much to you? 

Maybe it doesn’t matter. Your lives keep going and I’m not in them. It’s fine. We don’t need to be connected to everyone all the time.

In two weeks, I have to do a thing. I’m terrified.

But it’s not about me, it’s about them. Things about it are going to hurt. And that’s okay. Most things don’t last forever, even the things that hurt.